I have a thousand fears that I cant get rid of myself
This world has taught me well
I cant even see a future anymore
Only the corpses of days to come
In this reality so bleak
We lie to ourselves to escape the pain
That all these truths bring to our attention

I have given up on everything
My humanity is a lie
Just as everyone else'
There is no human here
Only liars and ignorants

I can only survive the hours left to my life
I found what I was looking for
In the tombs of the past
The true face of man
Is in its errors, its failure
we are our own faults
Nothing else
Not even love
Can repay the price of pain

See the world through a naked mind long enough
And you'll go mad
One way or another
Lose yourself again and again

The monster you created out of necessity
Becoming a mind of his own
Stake the horrors like a wall
and shield yourself from the pain
As if it ever stopped

Welcome back, sweet child o mine
Back into my head
Been a long time since I tasted
The fruits of madness in all their fleeting glory

And yet, in the long time you forget
the reasons why you twisted  your own mind
And all that's left is a shallow shell
And the fear of anything else.

Shaken to the core
Yet again and again
Nothing's real anymore
Its always a lie
Through the beholder eye's
Welcome to the paradise, they said
I still have to see it
I still have to feel it
(I still havent seen it
I still haven't felt it)

So, that how it feels like
When there's nothing true anymore
Philosophy have its way of paying itself
For the knownledge it bears